Wow, I tried to go to my blogger page...and it was gone.....

I want so badly to be able to go over to my oldest sons house and pick him up and give him a hug. To tell him that I am not such a bad man....and that we are missing out on time that is soooo valuable...I have been working very hard to improve our relationship, and now have finally taken it a step farther by going to the courts to ask for help. I hope that this all will work out someday. I know that everything is a process and I am not in control of the timeframe. I have been acting out on my anger lately, being very snappy to people that I do not have any reason to be snappy to. I hope this will pass sometime soon. I realize that by talking about it I may be letting some of the air out of the situation. :) Take care...and I will write again later....

Another week....Yahoo!!! I have been working on another web site...hopefully I can get these two to link up and then we can have "beautiful music" ....:) later for now